This is awkward.

So… I went to my first therapy session and…

But really, I did. I told her I read blogs religiously.
I hope you don’t mind πŸ˜‰

But… I’m feeling indifferent. I’m not really sure even what to say.
I am not racist by ANY means, but the first thing I realized was she was Asian who spoke, of course, broken English.
The second thing I noticed is how much I kept looking at the clock because I felt I had so much of a story all the time in the world wouldn’t be enough.
Third thing I realized was after an hour and a half I felt completely relieved talking to someone.
Fourth thing I realized was how, by the time the session was over, I completely forgot my therapist had broken English and the fact it bothered me to begin with was because I was trying to find a reason to run out of the building.

I’m still processing the session.
I’m letting it marinate.

I’ll type more about it later because I’m just… kinda... confused.
But for some reason it made me want one of these…

So, if someone from D.C. or New York wants to send me a Pumpkin Crumbs cupcake… And a Reeses… And an elvis.

Please, do not hesitate.

Thank you everyone for recommending therapy.
I think this may seriously change my life. πŸ™‚

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12 thoughts on “This is awkward.

  1. OH MY GOSH I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! πŸ˜€
    That’s wonderful news, I know how great it feels to vent to someone. Sometimes talking stuff out can be the ultimate cure πŸ™‚
    Here’s to a brighter future an a wonderful week! Love ya girl!

  2. I’m glad it worked out for you. I could see how it would be odd to see a therapist where there might be a language barrier, but it sounds like there really wasn’t and that things worked out. Glad you gave it a chance and hopefully therapy will work out for ya.

  3. I’m so happy that you made the first step of actually going to see a therapist-that alone is huge and so important! Keep letting the whole session marinate.. I bet you will get a lot out of it if you think about it πŸ™‚

  4. im in therapy too! it is kinda weird at first, like talking to this complete stranger. i haven’t really seen affects from it yet…but everyone encourages it so im willing to give it a shot. im excited to see what you think!

  5. Yayayaya I am so excited for you!! If the first session wasn’t a total bomb then you are golden!! As each session happens you will get more comfortable! That sweet treat looks delicious!

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