It feels good to have this little space. I love just writing down whatever and just putting it out there. Sometimes I feel embarrassed at the thought of people I have known for years to stumble across my blog; but in the end, I really do not give a fuck. (to put it lightly)
It’s pumpkin season and I fucking love it. Sorry, but I am kind of over the 90 degree weather. Give me 70s and pumpkin coffee right meow!
This weekend flew by despite the less-than-stellar weather. It is hard for me to look forward to weekends because it’s a lot of downtime with my parents. One thing I struggle is feeling guilty for not really being able to have a full-time job. I go to doctor’s appointments all week long and it is almost impossible for me to have a consistent job. If I were to get one, I am sure my boss would not appreciate me asking for three days off a week or to leave early every day. So when the weekends come, I am sitting around in plain view of my parents. It is just bad how dependent I am on them when I was pretty independent my entire life.
Otherwise, I did spend a lot of time with my mom this weekend. We go to a local farmer’s market/orchard to get fresh produce all the time. It’s a cute little place and it’s nice to just get away with her. I did realize, though, my family is definitely a fruit-loving family. Currently we have bananas, fresh figs (!!!), cherries, grapes, cantaloupe, peaches, watermelon, and a pineapple in our kitchen. That’s a lot of fruit!
I really want to make my family a peach pie. Fresh peaches are not my favorite fruit but they are definitely delicious if you get the “perfect” ones. Considering I made a pineapple upside down cake yesterday and there is one piece left, I may have to break out the pie making skills.
We made an appointment for UPenn today for me to see a neurologist… in October. There is a bit of anger about how long I have to continue to wait for these appointments, but I am glad it is made and I can go see the doctor. I have other appointments this week on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday.
I should probably just pitch a tent and sleep there. Lolz